traffic rules..

How good can you feel when you came home and got scolded for unable to buy what you are suppose to buy home? And you did not buy it because you cant find it after searching around the store and after asking the people over there.
And how good can you feel when before you get scolded, you almost died on the street?


WAKE UP!!!

Felicia you need to start waking up.
This is the 2nd time that you almost got hit by a vehicle when YOU ARE ALONE.
LOOK UP! It's the SECOND time.

Stop thinking that the traffic lights are safe. Just because it turned green man and the lights are red, you can start crossing.
You have to look around to see that the vehicles have stopped before you crossed.
When will you start realising this?
难道要等你被撞到后才会学会这简单的道理吗?
你难道要等到你死后才知道你不能这么不小心?
到时候就真的来不及了……知道又能怎样呢？ 你还可以改变吗？

The pedestrain crossing has 2 lines. The first line is where the vehicles are suppose to stop and the 2nd line is where the path is for you to cross the road.
Although it has 2 lines, it doesnt mean that all drivers would stop their vehicles on the 1st line. Reckless and careless drivers may overshot and stop just before the 2nd line.
If your mindset is still "it's safe to walk once it's green man", You can jolly well go back into primary school and learn how to cross the road safely again.
Did the teacher not teach you that no matter what, you are suppose to look left and right until all vehicles have stopped before you cross the road?

Wake up FELICIA.
Do you really think that it's all the driver's fault for not following the traffic rules?
Don't you have a responsibility too?
Isn't it just your own fault if you ever got knocked down one day? YOU CANT BLAME ANYONE! You cant. It's all YOUR own fault. Remember. It's your fault, Felicia. It's all your OWN fault. You cant blame anyone for knocking you down if you yourself did not follow the rules at all.
So one day if I ever got KNOCKED down, it's all MY fault!

Felicia.
Stop thinking that you would be so lucky everytime.
Do you still think that you have your dad and mum to remind you that there is vehicle coming towards you and you have to be careful?

The answer is No. Parents can't always be there for me. How I wish they would...

DO you still think that Jerome would be there to drag you to the side when there are bicycles behind you. Or even to tell you that there is a vehicle coming behind you?
Do you still think that Jerome would always be there for you? Dont forget that he wants you to be out of his life. Stop being a burden to him. He has done it so plainly that he wants you to get out. WHY did you just not receive this message? Why?

The answer is still NO. Wake yourself up. Jerome is no longer there. He need not care about you anymore. NO more. He is himself again.
Where as for me, I am totally lost. I lost myself, lost own goals, lost my own emotions, lost my feelings...

So eventually, it's still FELICIA'S fault only.